I have been in such a flare for over two weeks now that it is so hard to dream of a future or of doing things. But here I am finding myself dreaming. I want to be able to do some hiking, like overnight hiking. I decided today that when I get smaller, less weight on my ankles and knees, I am going to do it. At least one night stay over. Even if I end up in a flare for months after, I will have two days of incredible memories.
My encouragement is this, don't let life pass you by. Go out and enjoy it to the best of your abilities. If you have chronic pain or disabilities, find a way to still enjoy your life. I am. I have days I can barely walk but I get myself out to my backyard and watch the birds. Sometimes I even take my camera out there and photograph them. On good days, I go for a walk in nature on paved paths our town has and though I may not be hiking the mountains, I am enjoying nature. Even if it is a drive in the woods, at least I am out!
Keep on keeping on! Life will get better. There will be bad days but there will also be good days. Don't forget that!